gulp.

no blurry

no confusion anymore

the love is mine

.. numb ..

sumtyms i cant understand him even a bit. i wud love him more than he ever knew. but it really drives me up the wall when he didnt return my fhn and when he jz ignores me. sumtyms i jz want to yell on his face. telling him that m done waiting for him. and m done with every shit a man gives me. i dunno. maybe i cud jz walk away from him. but i cannot deny the feelings inside me. if only i cud tell him wats playing inside me ryt now.

another one!~

top 2 things found in your wallet:

a: money

b: the pics of ppl i love~

top 2 songs you can listen to againand again:

a: cry me a river - justin timberlake

b: larut - dewa19

top 2 reasons to watch television:

a: csi

b: my sis.

top 2 places I'd want to visit:

a: ireland

b: medina

top 2 obsessions:

a: mr mohamad faishal b rosman

b: sleep

top 2 favorite nick name:

a: sya

b: pikachu..

top 2 favorite food:

a: mee bandung

b: my mom's nasik ayam..

top 2 favorite website:
makeURL("a: www.friendster.com","eHNsL2J1bGxldGluLnhzbA==");
a: www.friendster.com
makeURL("b: www.supermodels.nl","eHNsL2J1bGxldGluLnhzbA==");
b: www.mmlsmelaka.mmu.edu.my -- open it.. it's fun!~ haha..

top 2 goals you want to accomplish:

a: money

b: happy life

top 2 favorite colors:

a: orange

b: blue

2 favorite part of the house:

a: bedroom

b: bedroom

top 2 things i can't wait to happen:

a: kawen la.. haha...

b: who m i in ten years tym~

top 2 places where I love to shop

a: uptown minimart.. haha..

b: u center.. huhu

top 2 movies I could watch over andover

a: hotel rwanda

b: italian job

let's kill tym!~

Starting Time: 1011hrs

Name: Syafieqa
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 3
what are u wearing?: baju kurung.. a day wif sweeet me..
Favorite Number: 11
Favorite Drink: teh o ais laici?
Favorite Month: mac
Favorite Breakfast: i seldomly have breakfast..
Have You EverBroken a bone: nope
Been in a police car: nope
Been on a boat: a'ah..
Came close to dying: yup.. knock by a van when i was in standard 6..
Fallen asleep in school: like d'uh?
Broken someone's heart: oops.. i did it again..
Saved emails?: yup
Been cheated on: honestly? yes..
cheated on the test: a'ah..
What is-Your room like?: rectangular in shape.. haha..
Whats right beside you?: another chair
What is the last thing you ate?: mentos amir.. huhu..
Had---Chicken pox: yeap
Sore throat: yes.
Stitches: yes.. 13stiches..
Broken nose: nope.
---Do You---Like picnics? yes!~
---Who---Did you last yell at: saye budak bek.. hehe..
Do you like yourself?- yup!~ very much..

---Final Questions---
What are you listening to right now?like a boy - ciara
Hated someone in your family?- tak der..
Diamond or pearl?- diamond most likely..
Indoors or outdoors:- outdoors!~

---Today did you---
1. Talk to someone special?- blum lagik..
2. Who?- faishal b rosman..
.3. Talked to an ex:- owh tidak!~
6. Miss someone:- agak..

Last person who---
7. Was in your bed besides you:- my sister
8. Talked to on the phone?- amir
9. Made you cry?- my family.. miss them much!~
10. Went to the movies with?- my friends.
11. You went to the mall with:- my friends
13. Been to Asia:- haha..

---Random---
14. What book u reading right now?- perfume by patrick suskind
.15. Future kids names:- wth.

Time Finished:1021hrs

when u wud leave me.

ashes to ashes.

dusts to dusts.

when the voice fades.

so my heart rusts.

... lii by lil ...

"no great work is ever done in hurry.to develop a great scientific discovery,to print a great picture or to write an immortal poem - to do anything GREAT requires TIME, PATIENCE and PERSEVERANCE.these things are done by degrees, "little by little" "

smart quotation by waffi...

hell yeah!~

life is loving me ryt now!~

songs..

these are sum of the song that i loved ryt now...


dada and sandy reviera - lollipop..

Pop, pop, pop, pop, pop,
Pop, pop, pop, pop, pop,
Pop, pop, pop, pop, pop,
pop, pop,

I'll lick your ice cream.
And you can lick my lollipop
I'll lick your ice cream.
And you can lick my lollipop

It's unbelievable what they say,
you don't hear that everyday
Is it really what you got,
show me that lollipop

I'll lick your ice cream.
And you can lick my lollipop
I'll lick your ice cream.
And you can lick my lollipop..
Pop, pop, pop, pop, pop...

My lollipop, your ice cream,
we can get straight into it
and do it nicely
My lollipop, your ice cream,
we can get straight into it
and do it nicely

It's unbelievable what they say,
you don't hear that everyday
Is it really what you got,
show me that lollipop
It's unbelievable what they say,
you don't hear that everyday
Is it really what you got,
show me that lollipop
Pop, pop, pop, pop, pop...

My lips go round like that,
I'll lick your lollipop
My lips go round like that,
I'll lick your lollipop
Pop, pop, pop, pop, pop...

I'll lick your ice cream.
And you can lick my lollipop
I'll lick your ice cream.
And you can lick my lollipop

(It's unbelievable.)
I wanna go to the candy shop
Yo daddy what you got
move closer baby don't stop
gimme some o' that lollipop
I wanna go to the candy shop
get me some o' that lollipop
take some of that wrapper off
take my time and have a good suck

I'll lick your ice cream.
(Don't stop)
And you can lick my lollipop
(Your lollipop)
I'll lick your ice cream.
(Don't stop)
And you can lick my lollipop
(Your lollipop)

I'll lick your.. you lick my..

I'll lick your.. you lick my..
Ice cream!

Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning) lyrics by Vertical Horizon.

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever


Future sex love sound - Justin Timberlake

You know what you want and that makes you just like me see everybody says you're hot, baby but can u make it hot for me Say if you're thinking about holding back don't worry girl cause im gon make it so easy So slide a little closer to me little girl so daddy's only mission is pleased She's coughed up for me I've got her in my zone Her body's whistled for me I think she's ready to blow Must be her future�sex, love sound And when it goes down baby oh you gotta do this Just tell me which way u like that Tell me which way u like that do u like it like this do u like it like that tell me which way u like that Tell me which way u like that Ok, stop baby I can't stop you've turned me on And im in your thoughts baby So just let em go Cause all I need is a moment To give you my tongue and put you outta control After let it in, skin to skin It's just so natural Wait a second She's coughed up for me I've got her in my zone Her body's whistled for me I think she's ready to blow Must be her future�sex, love sound And when it goes down baby oh you gotta do this Just tell me which way u like that Tell me which way u like that do u like it like this do u like it like that just tell me which way u like that Tell me which way u like that Future sex love sound Future sex love sound Future sex love sound Future sex love sound Wait a second She's coughed up for me I've got her in my zone Her body's whistled for me I think she's ready to blow Must be her future�sex, love sound And when it goes down baby oh you gotta do this Just tell me which way u like that Tell me which way u like that do u like it like this do u like it like that just tell me which way u like that Tell me which way u like that


Christina Aguilera - Candyman lyrics

Candyman lyrics by Christina Aguilera.

(Tarzan and Jane were swingin' on a vine)
Candy man, candy man

(Sippin' from a bottle of vodka double wine)
Sweet, sugar, candy man

Hey, uh
I met him out for dinner on a Friday night
He really got me working up an appetite
He had tattoos up and down his arm
There's nothing more dangerous than a boy with charm
He's a one stop jive, makes my panties drop
He's a sweet talkin' sugar coated candy man
A sweet talkin' sugar coated candy man

Ooh, yeah, yeah
He took me to this cotton club on Hollywood & Vine
We drank champagne and we danced all night
We shook the paparazzi for a big surprise (a big surprise)
....
He's a one stop jive, makes my cherry pop
He's a sweet talkin' sugar coated candy man (ooh yeah)
A sweet talkin sugar coated candy man

(Scatting)

Hey, yeah
Oh, yeah

He's a one stop jive, makes my cherry pop
He's a sweet talkin' sugar coated candy man (oh)
A sweet talkin sugar coated candy man

Whoa, yeah
Well, by now I?m getting all bothered and hot
[ Candyman lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
When he hits my mouth he really hits the spot
He got lips like sugar cane, oh
Good things come for those who wait

(Tarzan and Jane were swingin' on a vine)
Candy man, candy man
(Sippin' from a bottle of vodka double wine)
Candy man, candy man

(Sweet, sugar, candy man)
He's a one stop, gotcha hot, makin all the panties drop
(Sweet, sugar, candy man)
He's a one stop, got me hot, makin' my *uh* pop
(Sweet, sugar, candy man)
He's a one stop, get it while it's hot, baby don't stop
(Sweet, sugar)

He got those lips like sugar cane
Good things come for ones who wait
He's a one stop jive with a real big *uh*
He's a sweet talkin' sugar coated candy man
(Say what) a sweet talkin sugar coated candy man
(Say) a sweet talkin sugar coated candy man, woo
A sweet talkin sugar coated candy man

Oooh, whoa
Candy man, candy man
Candy man, candy man
Candy man, candy man...

(Tarzan and Jane were swingin' on a vine
Tarzan and Jane were swingin' on a vine
Sippin' from a bottle of vodka double wine
Sippin' from a bottle of vodka double wine
Jane lost her grip and down she fell
Jane lost her grip and down she fell
Squared herself away as she let out a yell
Squared herself away as she let out a yell)


Ciara - Like A Boy lyrics



Timbaland - The Way I Are lyrics


Justin Timberlake - Damn Girl lyrics



Nelly Furtado - All Good Things lyrics



Plain White T - Hey There Delilah lyrics

..to be or not to be..

after millions of thoughts spent during last week.. i finally submerged from the dark and shallow water.. ruper2 nye silent treatment tahap cipan mengamok di dusun Datuk K telah membuat diriku sparuh gile.. although there's sum kate makian yang dihamburkan kerana diriku amat tertekan dengan keadaan yang dihadapi.. however..





yes.. i miss him.. so tak jadik nak marah..


satu kelemahan yang ader pade diri aku yang aku still tak bley nak perbaiki (altho i dunno if it's gud or not to have dis flaw..) ialah.. senang cair ngan org yang aku sayang.. i really really willing to do wutever dat the person wants me to do.. altho betapa sedehnye aku kerana terpakse membuat satu perkara tanpa kerelaan.. tapi.. ntah .. macam kesian plak tgk dorg.. tak sampai ati nak menghancurkan perasaan mereka.. adekah patut aku buat sesuatu atau biarkan keadaan merantai hati dan perasaan...

ewah.. bahasa.. poyo jek..

the truth will soon be revealed..

faishal..

my show stopper

my backbone

my strength

my sweetheart

my breath

my happiness

my sadness

my smile

my tears

my best friend

my candy

my shoulder to cry on

my aider

my depression

my ice lolly

my heart breaker

my favourite

my darkness

my brightness

my teddy

my forever

my hatred

my love

will he?

i wonder...

..DAMN..

depression

suffocation

Losing grip

end of LOVE

quiz day!~

What Nur Syafiqa Means

N is for Nice U is for Unusual R is for Relaxed S is for Sporty Y is for Yummy A is for Alert F is for Fit I is for Innocent Q is for Quintesential A is for Alert

What Does Your Name Mean?

Your Italian Name Is...

Belinda Lombardi

What's Your Italian Name?

Your Rapper Name Is...

Rappin' Assassin

What's Your Rapper Name?

Your Relationship is Still Building Strength

You're relationship is fairly strong, but you're still working on making things solid. Make sure you're both treating each other with kindness and respect, even when things aren't going well.

How Strong Is Your Relationship With Your Guy?

He's a Great Boyfriend

You guy definitely loves you and knows how to treat you right. You have a five star boyfriend - so make sure you treat him right too!

Is He a Good Boyfriend?

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are A Relationship Rescuer!

You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think. You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule. And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that

Do You Ruin Relationships With Men?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are 74% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Your Heart is Feeling Hopeful

For you, love is a feeling that's been growing and blooming. Whether you're in a relationship that's deepening or found a new love, your feelings are slowly changing. You're remembering how amazing love feels - and discovering emotions you've never felt before. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little carried away Your current outlook on love: Optimistic and playful Your love life will improve if you: Stop and reflect on how your love is changing Watch out for: Falling too hard, too fast - you've got to let your sweetie catch up with you!

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

You Are An ESFP

The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt. While you get into relationships easily, you don't tend to stick around when times get tough. At work, you do well in groups. You keep everyone laughing through difficult tasks. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. How you see yourself: Capable, fair, and efficient When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, stubborn, and silly

What's Your Personality Type?

regarding the below matter.

test tuh sebenanye sashi buat... tekuar name aku plak.. biase la tuh.. tak log out lagi.. hehheh.. pardon me ye? ... = >

friends test...

Create your own Friend Test here

saper2 yang tak der keje.. meh la buat nie..

BLUE OCTOBER
Hate Me


I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you


i dunno why the heck is this song kept playing in my head.. skarang in the mid of sum conflict wif myself.. faishal ponn takmo cakap lagi dengan saye.. maybe i jz not good enuff for him.. maybe he deserve sumone far more better than me.. maybe.. hmm.. sumtyms i feel that i want to dissappear.. damn..

killing tym!~

1.Who sat behind you in science?
hmm.. let me see.. if physics is science.. i gez.. ramai gile da..

2. Last text you received on your
mobile was from?
fariz.

3. If you could kiss anyone who would
it be?
FAISHAL

4. What song are you listening to?
tiger lily - matchbook romance..

5. Who does it remind you of?
an. he introduced to me that song.. d'uh..

6. Last movie you watched? TRANSFORMERS!~

7. Which of your friends lives closest
to you?
ntah.. malas nak figure..

8.What CD is in your stereo?
sooo lame..

9. Do you have a job?
yup.. sleeping and eating..

10. What did you do yesterday?
lemme see.. nothing.. doing my job - see above question..

12. Do you wear contacts or glasses? my eyesight are gud...

13. Last person you ditched class with?
sashi.. partner in crime..

14. If you found out you got pregnant,
what would you do?
gie call bf.. 'sayang.. you hit the jackpot!~' hahaha..

15. Do you trust your friends?
honestly? no..
16. Who was the last person to call
you?
my mom..

17. What annoys you?
myself..

18. Would you move to another state or
country to be with the one you love?
depends..

19. Next vacation you're going on?
ntah.. bz nowadays..

20. Do you play any instruments?
yup.. roy's kepale yang butaks.. haha..

21. Do you believe that everything
happens for a reason?
yup.. qada' and qadar..

22. Do you want any piercings?
xmo.. saket.. criously!~

23. Can you roll your R's?
yup!~ = >

24. Did you ever go to Prom?
annual dinner tu prom ke?

26. What are your nicknames?
pikachu!~ hafiz kasik.. hehe..


27. Last time you went to the mall?
ari tuh.. saturday.. went to cinema..

28. Who last MSNed you?
jap.. i dun on9 dat much..

29. What kind of music do you like?
wutever pleases my ears..

30. What was the last thing you ate?
lunch

31. Ever snuck outta the house?
yup!`

32. Which of your friends would make
the best roommate?
wawa...

33. Last thing you purchased?
roti gardenia. kat uptown.

34. What's your favorite beverage?
vanilla latte!~

35. Would you stop talking to your
friend if they started hooking up with
your new girl/guy?
nope.. i feel happy for him/her..

36. Do people ever spell your name
wrong.
yes.. SHAFIKAH selalunye.. so uglied spelt...

37. What's the last compliment you
received?
malu arh..

38. Are you watching tv?
tak.

39. What are some features you find
most attractive in the opposite sex?
the eyes. and the smile.

40. Last time you spent the night at
someone's house?
2weeks ago..

41. When was the last time you were
extremely disappointed?
last week.

when the past is the one dat haunts you each minutes and seconds..

you feel that there's sum

walls

dat totally seal u off from ur present and future..

you're suffocating..

and barely thinking..

no one to grab your hands and pull you from the darkness..

the past makes you cry..

makes you depress..

makes you want to die..

the wall is

p
a

R t

L
y

broken now..

and it will gone sumday..

when i get the key to the exit..

i will burn the wall and start a new life..

the past will be vanished..

later..

and the

future

will be clear..

without you..

weekends crazy!

the weekends going on pretty smooth and nice.. went to watch transformer wif sum wawa, lat, joy and their sabahan fren, afey..(how to spell.. hmm.. agaknye..) and the movie was so freaking cool..!!!! criously.. sumpah rase macam nak tgk lagi nie.. owh yes.. i loOOOOOOve BUMBLEBEE!! haha.. sooo freakin cute mende alah robot jadah tuh... here's the pic of him..(or it.. i dunno...)

itula die kekaseh hati aku skarang.. buat aku jatuh cinte pada ke'jantan'an seorang autobot yang macho dan kelakar.. ewah.. hehe..
neways.. dat movie is awesome.. sesape yang tak tgk lagi.. sila2 kan la ke panggung wayang terdekat.. huhu...

neways.. cinema kat mlk mall tuh da bukak.. okay jek la.. seat menarek dan selesa.. tapi yang tak besnye sbb the screen is godamn kcik gile.. tak bes.. mbo.. (wat izzit stands for ek? melaka box office ke? .. ) paper jek la.. tapi.. okayla.. atleast tak payah nek due bas gie mp (bye bye mahkota parade.. sob.. sob...) smate2 nak tgk muvie baru... kan? .. jimat duit mak.. 7plo sen jek tuh nak gi.. tuh yang bagusnye.. hehe..

lagi.. semalam.. makan dinner kat rampai selera ngan wawa.. okayla.. despite tgu nasik lame gile.. the nasik is quite sedap jgak tuh.. kire berselera aku makan bersama wawa... but the flaw was... we are sitting next to sum lelaki melayu yang kuang ajar and have pretty bad manners.. macam tut... (no cursing in the blog plz... not good for health.. haha..) buat malu melayu jek.. dis is the only reason why WE, the malay girls duzen want to marry malay guys.. (FAISHAL IS JAWA.. the connection izen direct!~ ..) you know.. sumtyms you guys talks crap and brags about all those shyt yang makes us think.. '0wh plzzz... **rolling my eyes..' bahase kasarnye.. cakap macam org tak skola.. paper je la... naseb aje wawa and i in a very gud mud waktu tuh.. hehe...

ARIES- Irresistible
one of a kind. why.. yes.. i am one of a kind.. thank u = >
Great listeners have to admit dat.. you can tell me almost everything and anything and maybe.. i cud try to give you a hand in solving it~
Very Good in bed haha.. one thing to find out.. = >
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. see dat boys and girls? i CAN knock you out.. only dat at tyms.. i prefer to be low..
Trustworthy. insyaAllah...
Always happy. yup.. my shoulder is burden by sum problems but u can never see dat.. i wear a mask on my innocent face!~
Loud. haha... maybe..
Talkative. i am.. i am.. but maybe sumtyms.. m in the "Norton Anti-Social" mode..
Outgoing. yup.. easy to be frens wif me..
VERY FORGIVING. see dat? see dat? ... = >
Loves to make out. for me to know and for you to find out.. haha..
Has a beautiful smile. = > enuff said..
Generous. yup!!~
Strong. I AM SUPERGIRL
THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.


here's about faishal plak...

SAGITTARIUS-The Lion
Great talker. a'ah.. he's the one yang takkan biarkan kamu keboringan..
Attractive and passionate. yup.. dats wut i like about him!~
Laid back. a'ah.. no matter wut prob.. come hell and high water..
Knows how to have fun. ey.. HE IS FUN HIMSELF
Is really good at almost anything. my handyman and my aider he is..
Great kisser. hmm... malu ah..
Unpredictable. yes.. very unpredictable.. he cud go on romantically mushy at one tym and as cold as steel at another..
Outgoing. yup.. kalau tak.. takkan bley kenal dgn saye!~
Down to earth. ek? tak kot.. slalu perasan.. wek.. wek..
Addictive. addictive to .... me.. only i know..
Loud. hehe.. he makes my world colourful.. = >
Loves being in long relationships. insyaAllah... you and me..
Not one to mess with. i never seen that side of him yet.. nad i pray dat i'll never will...
Rare to find. Good when found. i found him and his MINE!~


hehe.. actually bukannye nak post nie ponn.. it's jz sumthing fun i found on the bulletin board.. dis things might be true and might not be true.. which ever way dat u want to see it.. up to you.. but I LIKE THIS CRAP!~

there are things that shud be left unsaid~

you see.. i dun really like my high skewl very much.. it may be the least tym of my life dat i enjoy the most.. sadly.. it's my teenagers yang makes me trap inside the situation where everyone wants to make a ful out of themselves indirectly.. kys is.. (no offence..) the most ridiculous and hell-er place to grow up.. not gud for health.. hehe.. however.. it has taught me one great lesson in life.. : HANG ON..

my foundation yers eventually filled wif joy, laughter and a hell of fun.. wif joyce, roy, bala and everyone yang termasuk dalam my list of frens.. thanks for making my yer beautiful nad wonderful.. there are too many precious memories together.. especially during 3rd trimester.. it's one hell of fun man!~ you guys really rock my world! although ramai yang gi cyber.. and m the one yang terkontang kanting kat sini.. tapi it's okay.. degree yers might not be that bad after all...

nur azimah bt hamzah aka jiemot
my bestie kat kmj... sesame gi kelas.. ke tandas.. ke kuliah.. ke padang.. kemane2 saje together2.. hehe.. jiemot sambung degree kat uthm.. the same coz wif me.. kate bestie.. yek tak? hehe.. neways.. momot is very sweet and kind.. alwiz pikirkan pasal org lain without knowing dat she'll be hurt.. do the ryt choice babe.. it's not the matter of weather kite kene jg hati org tuh jek.. abes kau nak diri kau dipersia2kan? hehe... aku rindu kamu bagai orang gilak mot.. lame tak jumpe jiemot.. ~~windue~~

joyce kabinchong ~ farah wahidah bt mohd shah
dua org yang jadik sumber kekuatan aku sepanjang aku kat mmu nie.. from 3rdjuly 2006 till now.. it's like when i come here.. dalam pada terumbang ambing mengejar cite2.. waktu first tym kaki aku jejak kat bukit beruang nie.. dis two wonderful person became my frens, sisters, and living diaries..
i love you two chicks!~

these are my frens waktu kat pkn dulu.. there are maybe flaws in every of us spanjang 2months and 13 days kat cherating bumi bertuah tuh.. but i must say.. knowing them means knowing myself.. they have taught me the art of frenship and sisterhood.. it maybe ironic but they seem to see ryt thru me.. the syafiqa dat lost during the tym kat high skewl.. each and everyone of them are significantly important for the syafieqa today.. if only i cud turn back tym...


you see.. i may say after 19yers 3months and 9days living in this bullshit world.. we tend to forget the people dat once upon a tym makes futsteps in our little life.. i might forget sum ppl yang sekolah same2 kat sigs dulu.. or the one yang duduk side byside wif me during kindergarten kat nuri tmn perling dulu (owh.. how small i was back then...) but the most important thing to be remembered is the fact yang we have to keep moving on in life although so many f*ckers will try to ruin our sweet innocence life.. admit it.. dun deny.. we all one of the f*ckers..

backbone~

there are many reasons why i need to have a blog for myself...

• it's a in-thing nowadays.. not dat m always being concious about wut's hot.. and wut's not.. but it's the same reason why i want a dress to wear it wif jeans.. it's jz luk cute together...

• my mom and dad are so faaaar away at jb.. and joyce is sooo jauh skarng (cyber is not dat far.. yes.. yet we cannot talk to each other every damn second like alwiz?).. and most of it.. faishal is not here.. so i need a bestfren to pour everythiong out of me before my mind blank out..

• i juz want to have it so dat i have sumthing to do and beside i love writing... you know.. all-hail-the-malay-novel-lover!~

but not dat i want everyone to read dis.. jz dat it's a place where i can spill all the darkest and evillest (is there such word? .. hehe..) where nobody knows my name...