.. numb ..

sumtyms i cant understand him even a bit. i wud love him more than he ever knew. but it really drives me up the wall when he didnt return my fhn and when he jz ignores me. sumtyms i jz want to yell on his face. telling him that m done waiting for him. and m done with every shit a man gives me. i dunno. maybe i cud jz walk away from him. but i cannot deny the feelings inside me. if only i cud tell him wats playing inside me ryt now.