how izzit feel when you think you're not yourself anymore?
how you pretend to be happy front of ppl just to hide all the things dat are happening to you.
try to be normal when you know nothing will be as before.
you can't run from the fact that you are going to your own doom and no one there to lessen your burden and wipe your tears.
cry all the way but the load is still there.
cannot run and cannot hide away from everything.
you wish sumone wud listen to you and understand how you feel but when you turn your head around to find even one single soul, you realised dat you're alone there.
fight the tears back.
suck the heartache.
hide all the pain away.
when you finally want to put a stop to it, you are torn between yourself and the ppl you loved the most.
your heart.
his heart.
their hearts.
you choose to broke your own heart because sumthing tells you that no matter what happen, this mistake will definitely tattooed for life.
suddenly you realised, you dun have a heart to break as it has long been gone since your first tear fell.
no heart to break.
you got to do sumthing to make dis go away.
to save his heart, their heart.
dun have anything to offer summore.
no future.
no smile.
nothing.
just dis.
::cure of the ache::
::sya::
