.

what is dis?
dis thing we had,
where are we now?

should i just give up and move on,
or
keep on waiting till you finally see me?

should we just erase all the feelings and thoughts?

how come it become this complicated?

when the last time i saw you,
all i can see is my face in your eyes.

what is this?
seriously.
tell me.

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kekasih,

segera pulihkan aku.