.blue.

Oh blue sands, can you tell me if I ever be happy?
Oh blue sands, can I stay here forever?
Oh blue sands, can you make them all go away?
Oh blue sands, what are you doing in my hair?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we'll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Oh blue sands, will I ever get to marry my handsome friend?
Oh blue sands, can you make them understand?

Oh blue sands, I don't want to go up there and pretend
I’m okay

I don't hate you anymore
For the way you remind me
Of the person I cannot be
For the things I cannot have
I don’t hate you anymore when I look at you
All I see is the blue waves
Coming to get me and take me away

I don’t hate you anymore
For the way you remind me
Of the things I cannot have

Oh blue sands will I ever get to be like you

sini

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

in the frolicsomeness and
shenanigans
of my own
my own
effing
goddamn

life





i am

lost
in the mess.