..heartbeat..

dearest bloggie,

so many things happened during dis 2months.. and none of it within my intention.. things jz got pretty serious between me and him lately.. although we are together.. but there are parts of his life where i think he dun want me in it.. i thought of it and i will give him space that he needed.. i know that he loves me as much as i do.. dats all dat matters.. we still not each other's.. so i gez i wuden want to stop him from anything.. if he wants to leave me.. i will let him.. ade jodoh.. adelah.. kan? maybe m not the best of him.. well everyone wants the best for themselves.. but for now.. he IS the best for me.. and i hope i do for him.. we haven't been a year old yet.. so i think there are things that yet to come.. if we are strong and meant for each other.. i gez there'll be no problem at all.. and for sure.. dis few weeks has been miserable for me.. but as soon as i hear his heartbeat.. i feel paradise.. i feel dat faishal is a part of me now.. ....